There 'll be blood

Men is so incapable of many things, they are not even capable of writing thier own life...
I thought I was gonna die -- suicide.
Everything is bloody but perfect if I just spent every money I left with and then kill myself.
But, now, REVENGE seems to be the new chapter.
Right now, life is going to be torn aprt, even more imperfect...but definitely very and more and more bloody.
There'll be blood.

After all these time, breathing as a human being, it's time for me to face the hard truth.
The truth of reality ... the real world only exist in money and power.
For ages men fight for money and power.
The first conflict, the first war, the first reason of screwing the fairness in the world where people just contended with thier life and ask nothing more -- they all started because of men's hunger for money and power.

Before this, all I was asking is a chance to do something good for this world.
An opportunity to become a doctor who saves life.
A mercy to be given for the right to persue education and mending bad things -- diseases.
But they are all stripped away from me because of my poverty and powerlessness.

I didn't choose this path voluntarity.
I tried to write my own book of life which including me becoming a doctor and lead a happy life.
But, right now I was forced to choose this path -- the ugly path which I hate the most.

Anger, consume me, in exchange help me to excel.
Rage, take away my happiness, in return gives me energy.
Devil, own my soul, in pay back, let me have all the power and money in the world.

I was oppressed of education opportunity because of my illness.
I was treated like an animal, a beast in the ward.
I'm living in an empty house, sleeping in a sleeping bag, eating cheap foods ...
I've to work as a low class worker, as a despised promotor, as someone who needs to put down his pride, his honour...

I'll never forget the humilation.
I'll never forget who caused me all these pains.
I'll never forget how hard life is for me now.
I'll never forget how I was forced by the world to a corner... driving me wanting to end my life.
I'll never forget, nor shall I forgive the people who played the role of causing all these.

I'll take my revenge, at any cost.
I swear, there'll be blood.